the different side 0f me... a p0et...
i made this blog because i want to freely post the poems i made ever since the day that i realized that i should c0mpile them and share them to the people around me... ^^
i love writing poems. i write poems when i feel it coming, may it be anywhere, anytime or with anyone. i don't know where i get these words and i also don't kn0w what really pushes me to do so, but to me it doesn't matter, because i know that it is a blessing from God. so, i hope y0u will enjoy reading my posted blogs... ^^ Thank y0u and God bless always... ^^
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Wednesday, April 29, 2009
A poem i found in my drawer (title? anyone?)
.:Waiting for LOVE:.
-july 15, 2008-
Here I am with questions in mind
Looking for a true love to find
Confused with what fate has for me
Curious on what true love could be
As days go by I wait and smile
I think of love just for a while
My mind says stop, just wait and see
But my heart says go, just be free
Waiting for the right time and place
For you to come, I’ll see your face
But now I still don’t have a clue
Of where to find and who are you?
A love so true that will not die
Tears of joy will run through my eye
That’s when I find my one true love
As I look up the skies above
I pray that someday I will find
A love who is one of a kind
My innocent heart is so still
Waiting for love to come and fill
Alone =(
(March 27, 2008)
Solitary Flower
(Aug. 20, 2008)
The sun was up and very bright
The sky was blue, it was just right
The meadow was vast and oh so green
The breeze was cool, twas so serene
The trees felt good, they danced with glee
But there i stood, alone and free
I am a sunflower with petals of gold
with a heart so innocent, pure and bold
Sadly, i didn't realize the beauty around me
For i knew that my heart wasn't happy
The colors of green were like black and white
The day's blue sky seemed like the night
But then my sadness suddenly faded
And yes, my heart was also invaded
When towards me, a beautiful creature was walking
A tall young man with a face so appealing
He looked at me with his delicate eyes
And he picked me off the ground to my surprise
At that very moment i felt so ecstatic
I didn't know what to do but i knew i shouldn't panic
He carefully placed me beside him in his car
I didn't care though we traveled so far
For being with him was amazingly enchanting
Feeling like a human, it was all so breathtaking
Unexpectedly, the car came to a stop
And we were in front of a beauty shop
He gently picked me up and brought me inside
Then there i saw a beautiful bride
She looked straight at me and smiled
But still my mind was going wild
For she was as beautiful as Helen of Troy
She could trully make a man out of a boy
He handed me to her in a romantic way
And then my world turned back to gray
I thought i found my special someone
I was wrong, and all my hope was gone
She thanked him and then placed me in a colorful vase
And i watched the most painful scene came into place
He held her and kissed her on the lips lovingly
And tears came rolling down my eyes of misery
I suffered the pain and tried to conquer it all
And then i realized that my leaves started to fall
Yes, it was the end of my life as a flower
And still i thank God for i saw Love's power
My Last Week With You
-Oct. 23, 2008-
Just a week with you was heaven to me
Together we stayed in loving harmony
Being with you was so much fun
Our hearts beated together as one
It started on a Monday, we went out
To the zoo with the animals we didn't doubt
We saw two love birds and thought t'was sweet
So we were given a chance to give them a treat
When Tuesday came, t'was historical
We went to the museum, t'was radical
Indeed we learned you things about the past
But still we wondered if we could last
Wednesday was the day with the clowns
We went to the carnival in a bounce
We saw amazing acrobats in the air
But to see you go away i could not bare
On a Thursday night, we went to the mall
We watched the movie One Missed Call
I screamed and shout, you did to
But in the end, still, we made it through
On a sunny Friday, we stayed on the beach
You said, "swimming isn't hard to teach"
So i took the challenge and did my best
And at day's end, i was on your arms to rest
Saturday is here, a day at the park
We sat, talked and didn't realize t'was dark
We reflected on the days when we had so much fun
Then you whispered, "In my heart, you'll always be my #1"
Sunday, the day of the Lord is here
We went to church, but i had this fear
I really didn't understand why
But i knew I didn't want to say goodbye
As you drove me blissfully back to my haven
A tragedy came, we didn't expect it to happen
The car just spun and hit a big truck
And this day was worse than bad luck
When I woke up, I saw blood everywhere
Then i saw you, unconsciously lying there
I took you in my arms and whispered softly
"I know we'll make it, please don't leave me"
The ambulance came and rescued us
I cried, so worried I truly was
I felt so weak that my eyes closed
I then felt numb, my body froze
After a week since that accident took place
My consciousness came back, I looked for your face
But all I saw was a nurse who spoke to me and said
"He's now in heaven", which meant you were dead
After 50 years of pain, here i am still waiting
For these words gave me strength to go on living
"I know we'll meet again someday,
But while I'm gone, beside you I'll always stay."
Me And Who???
About a topic that i should sit on and ponder
Its about the mystery of my partner to be
I know its dreamy but I'm just being me
What in the world could be his name?
Nubuchadnezzar? thats just so lame
Zachaeus? Pontius Pilate? that just wont do
Lets just keep it a secret between me and you
What could be the look of his face?
Cool? Romantic? or full of grace?
Could he be white? black? or just right?
Musculine? or chubby? so i could hold him so tight?
Could he be the serious? or the humorous one?
Homeboy? or adventurous? so both of could have fun
Is he a bookworm? or a sporty type of guy?
Naughty? or kind hearted? who could never tell a lie
Does he know how to cook a specific recipie?
With TLC he'll cook his very own specialty
Is he sensitive enough to understand words unspoken
And will he ever try his best for my heart won't get broken
I don't really care much of what he looks like
It doesn't matter if he only has a bike
Coz i know that the heart is what matters most
My love for his is gonna be hotter than toast
I know he may not come to me that quick
i can't even choose events in just one click
But i know, that someday he'll come and say
"Katrina, i love you, beside you i'll always stay"...
.:Stay With Me My Butterfly:.
As i looked out the broken glass window
I saw something that caught my eye
It had the colors of a rainbow
It was a beautiful butterfly
I went outside to take a closer look
And saw it land on a sunflower
I watched it and sat on a nook
And then, for a second, i felt its power
To my great surprise, it shined like the sun
I felt so scared that i made a plan
I hid behind the bush and saw the butterfly was gone
And beside the sunflower stood a handsome young man
I looked at him and said hello
He just smiled back and took my hand
In a blink of an eye and a single blow
I was already in his wonderland
I stayed with him and we had fun
We chat and laughed together
He told me not to tell anyone
I promised to keep it a secret forever
Suddenly i heard my mom call my name
And everything just turned black
He was all just a dream, this is so lame
And beside the sunflower, i was back
I was about to leave when i saw a piece of paper
It said, "Please don't ever say goodbye,
I'll be in your dreams forever,
Please stay in my heart, my girl butterfly."