Journey

a journey it trully has been for me
a life filled with ups and downs
a road driven with plains and bumps
a face painted with smiles and frowns

the struggles i've been through were never easy
there was even a time that i almost gave up
and when everyone has already given up on me
my dad stood still, he never stopped

the friends i knew were quite a lot
i thank them for giving color to my life
but then a lot of friends really won't count
when not all would stay in times of strife

Trust is very hard to find
For now a days betrayal is easy
Trust is very hard to give
Coz even a family could be the enemy

in this world full of temptation
Love, purity and selflessness should go together
it starts in our hearts and then to our family,
then the community and the world will be stronger

i have learned a bunch of lessons
especially after what i've been through
though i still can't find answers to everything in life
i'm so happy that my life has started anew

through the pains and triumphs of this journey
i have managed to continue to fight
with whatever darkness that comes my way
the Lord is always there to show me light

i thank Him for the blessings He gave
for my family, my friends
for the strength, the understanding, and the hope
may He continue to shower His love till the end

Forgive Me

Before you came into my life
Every smile was temporary
Everyday I kept on living
With a heavy burden behind, I carry

Before you came into my life
I dishonored my mother and father
I did things out of revenge
I said words of hate and anger

I didn't know what my life for
I didn't know which way to go
But then you came and show the way
So now Lord, in my heart, please stay

Father, forgive me, for all the wrong I did before
For all the pain I cost you
Father, forgive me, that I once chose the darkest road
But now I'm so thankful, I am saved, by You

Have You Ever... ? (4/4/2010)

Have y0u ever felt like running away?
And get out fr0m the mess that has bugged y0u all day?
Have y0u ever felt like wanting to scream?
The w0rds that y0ur heart desire and dream?

Have y0u ever felt like telling the truth?
So y0u c0uld st0p hiding, let y0ur s0ul s0oth?
Have y0u ever felt like sh0wing it all?
So pe0ple won't be surprised when y0u brawl?

Have you ever felt so gl0omy inside?
Wishing y0ur l0ved one was just by y0ur side?
Have y0u ever felt like st0pping the time?
And stay in that m0ment f0rever, devine?

Have y0u ever felt like crying y0ur lungs out?
And relase all the hurt, the fear and the d0ubt?
Have y0u ever felt like wanting to sleep?
And never wake up fr0m that slumber s0 deep?

Have y0u ever written a p0em like this?
Just to make y0u feel better and take y0u on a bliss?
Have y0u ever w0ndered why i p0sted this p0em?
So y0u w0uld kn0w h0w I s0metimes feel when i'm at h0me... ;c

Dead and Gone

Happiness was what we both had

We laughed and cried, we were never sad

But now i see we're both done

Those days with you are dead and gone


You said some words that made me feel

Your love for me, but it wasn't real

Coz now i know you aren't the one

Those days with you are dead and gone


You hugged me tight and didn't wanna let go

My girlfriends said twas just for the show

Yes they were right, you really felt none

Those days with you are dead and gone


So now i'll say this final goodbye

Don't show me those fake tears and cry

Your show has ended, I've had enough, son

Coz those days with you are so dead and gone

You, A friend, A lie

i know its hard to feel this way

But theres nothing i could do to make it go away

You've been my friend since the day i was born

But now our bond has already been torn

You said forever friends we'll be

But now those words meant nothing to me

Coz you have broken my heart to pieces

And threw those bits to different places

How cound you do such a stupid thing

You didn't think of how much hurt it would bring

To lie and treat me like a dumb person

Look at us now, i hope you learned your lesson

I hope someday you'll earn a price

A price thats made up of all your lies

It will be read to the whole wide world

So that everyone will know how your tongue curled and curled

I didn't expect all this could happen

To me, to you and to the group you fell in

As a solution you decided to go far far away

But don't worry, we're now happy, every single day

A poem i found in my drawer (title? anyone?)

(pls. give me a go0d title f0r this... thanks)

why do i feel this way for you?

You are just a friend, that is so true

when i see your face, it makes me smile

i just want to be with you, even just for a while.

i feel so confused in what is really my point

look, i can't even move my knee joint

i'm having nose bleed just thinking of you

but still, i know, i don't wanna feel blue

i'm writing this poem just to let my heart say

doesn't matter if we're only friends, i just want you to stay

studying my lessons and reading my book

i just want to go to you to take one last look

i don't know what is in you that blows me away

i even know that you're a player, but i don't wanna play

i'm still thinking on what to write next

and there are so many things that i want to put in text

yes, you are the song that makes my heart sing

i hope that you see me as just the same thing

so i think this is the time that i say goodbye

coz my mind is going crazy and i still don't know why

wish i could just tell you how i feel right now

i just wanna let you know that i miss you somehow

Summer Fun or Summer Love?

-march 23, 2008-

its summer already, the long wait has ended

the party is starting, which i intended

lets all get ready to enjoy under the sun

bring out the beach balls, lets play and have fun

lets go to the beach and see who is there

boys in their boardshort, thats what i care

girls in their bathing suits, oh what a sight

boys just love it, yeah thats right

but for me, its another time to rest and reflect

about the last school year, what is its effect

did it turn me ito the person i am now? 

or did it make me a better person somehow?

well, lets stop thinking of the things that are done

it summer! thats right! its fun fun fun!

its gonna be exciting, we just cant wait

to go out with our friends, yeah that'll be great!

hmmm... maybe this summer you'll find summer love

and maybe, just maybe, he'll come from above

haha! this is funny, but it could be true

he'll sweep you off your feet and say ilove you

lets all just get over it and let it all be

for destiny could happen to you and to me

lets expect the unexpected and face whatever arises

yes, summer fun is full of surprises

so i think thats all coz we're running out of time

and now i should end my beautiful rhym

i'm still gonna get ready for we're going to the beach

i'm gonna have summer fun and you could come if you wish